It's true only if you make it so. They may call us stupid girls, but the only stupid ones are those who underestimate us. Remember that.
[ She feels ridiculous saying these things, especially because she understands the importance of this. But there had been a time, once long ago, where she hadn't understood these intricacies. ]
If you fear that, then who will you place your trust into?
[ She doesn't answer as quickly as the other responses have been. ]
What's happened has happened, and I've become who I am because of those circumstances. That's more important.
I will try. [It might even be easier to believe, so long as she was away from her mother and uncle. There wouldn't be a constant reminder of her failings to anticipate this betrayal staring her in the face.] I can't imagine anyone fearing me as they might you though.
[She was not intimidating. It simply wasn't in her nature and she accepted that.]
I don't know. That is my question. I cannot even trust my family.
[ It's all she can say. Have faith, learn to grow. She'd been just as timid and skittish as a girl. But these are personal things. Experiences she's only just broached with another. ]
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Date: 2018-03-01 12:46 am (UTC)[ She feels ridiculous saying these things, especially because she understands the importance of this. But there had been a time, once long ago, where she hadn't understood these intricacies. ]
If you fear that, then who will you place your trust into?
[ She doesn't answer as quickly as the other responses have been. ]
What's happened has happened, and I've become who I am because of those circumstances. That's more important.
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Date: 2018-03-02 05:04 pm (UTC)[She was not intimidating. It simply wasn't in her nature and she accepted that.]
I don't know. That is my question. I cannot even trust my family.
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Date: 2018-03-10 02:39 am (UTC)[ It's all she can say. Have faith, learn to grow. She'd been just as timid and skittish as a girl. But these are personal things. Experiences she's only just broached with another. ]
You don't trust your husband's family, lady?
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Date: 2018-03-13 05:29 pm (UTC)Jon has been good to me, but I don't know him very well yet. I know better now to blindly put my trust in anyone. Even my own family.
Do you understand that feeling?